Monday, January 20, 2014
Well dad, it's about to roll around time for your birthday again. I know we just made a year since we lost you. It's been a rough year I'm not going to lie. I know you are at peace now. You are back with mom, grandma, grandpa, mary ann, and mellisa. I know mellisa has a big smile on her face when she saw you with her doughnut holes. I can only imagine that mom may have stopped hugging you by now. I know that you know how much you were deceived about things, and even more importantly the truth about a lot of things. Anyway we all have to answer for our mistakes. Enough of all that nonsense. I want you to know that I was so glad that we got to spend the last Christmas and New Years with you. Even if it was in the hospital. I know that you will always be remembered as the trouble maker by a handful of nurses. I know you touched their hearts. When we saw the one in the elevator on our way out. She asked how you were doing, and I told her that you didn't make it. She had tears in her eyes. She of course sent her condolences and they ( her and the other nurses on the four floors) sent a card. I know they are trained to do that kind of jobs, but you still touched their hearts in such a short period of time. I guess it will be stuck in our minds when Susie and I had come back into your room, you and your nurse were cuttin up. We left and walked down the hall to get some tea while she baithed you. We had come back and you were laughing like crazy. Susie and I looked at each other and were like what did we miss? The nurse said she had lotioned you up and rubbed you down. I told Susie that if that's all you needed to make you laugh, we would have done it a long time before. Anyway dad, I can't wait to put my arms around you and everybody one day. I miss you and love you a lot. Kiss everybody else too. XOXOXO!!!
